Uploaded so many photos from the Albany, Denmark, pemberton, and margaret river trips photos. SO SO SO tiring.. the line so slow and only manage to upload only 5 photos at one time.. Sh*t! Hate it! But seeing so many beautiful pictures, would really happy that i went for the trip thought..
View my facebook and you know what am i talking about! hehe...
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Feel like running away from everything.. yet everyday it is forced to face it...
Feel like just go somewhere else and start a new life...

Trying to be tough! Trying to be strong! Trying to focus!


Still praying for Angie and her family... Really hope to see you well again..

Another month has passed..... things really just happens yesterday.. or recently.. everything so fast.. since the night we had a fight through the phone.. to jeff's case... then to trip to fremantle... then to all the assignments stuffs... and your story to ur gal....

But what i had decided is really a relief. It is really a relief from a burden.. after the albany trip. my mind so clear... really glad i went to that trip.. I know my decision is correct. .. I am much relief person now.


When I feel to be alone, to think and relax my mind. I always go to M.point. IIt's really a nice place, just beside the river, facing the Perth CITY. Nice view and relaxing place. That's the place where i always can stay like 2 or 3 hours. enjoying my night view, stars shinning on the sky.... reflection of the city lights on the rivers... LOVE IT SO MUCH!

Don't know what are you thinking at this moment of time.. you might not be thinking of any of these anymore.. Would not like to ask you..because to me.. you just talking.. so.. no point talking to you as well.. thats why i don't want you to contact me unless you got important stuff.. I still treat you as friend.. if you need help, i'm willing to.. anything related to jeff or angie.. i can talk to you on those.. but other than that.. sorry.. i dun feel like listening to those "WORDS" anymore....

Sorry but.. really hard for me to trust your words anymore...

4 days 3 nights trips!!

At last I was able to go to famous place named ALBANY!!! Heard about it so long ago, but never ever had the chance to go there to enjoy! at LAST!!!! There're 8 of us : Charles, vivian, wing, Pris, ben, yin shaet and our navigator, Lester!!!! hehe.. really thanks to all of you...

we brought 4 cameras! and we took like 5gb of pics in this 4 days trips!!! I really love the sea views in mermaid point, The gap! love all the sea viewS!!! still have not got the chance to grab the photos from charles thought..

Here are just some of the photos out of 5 gb.. hehe.. grab from charles facebook albums. I haven't look at other photos ehh....

Our white van which fit 8 of us ***

Our very own CANTEEN for LUNCH MEALS!!

Still got time to be models! haha

To be continued next time..... when i grab all the photos... hehe

Finally one off day

***Take a moment away from studies***

Wao.... Been working alot lately.. So tiring.. Happy Belated Birthday to VIVIAN!!! hehe.. Because of her party at Yuki, I am able to gather and take pictures with my friends again!!..

*****Circle of Friends******

After the lunch party, dear priscilla and I went to VALENTINO for a romantic dinner! Both of us having pasta and COCKTAILS!!!

Long Island and Toblerone

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Yesterday was Rihanna and Chris Brown's concerts in Burswood Dome.... Wanted to go and see their concert... But the ticket was SOOOOO EXPENSIVE.. sigh... Nevermind.. listen to their music through mp3 bah.. F.O.C! kekekeke...

Again very randomly, Pris , Ning and I went out to play pool after the work. Then to Famosa to drink, and made a last minute decision to go Hitz Studio to SING K!!! Back at home around 3am bah? or 2.45am??

Guess what I got from my mail box? Fine! Speeding Fine! the speed limit exceed by 7 km/hr, which cost me $75! gosh! I can actually pump 2 full tank of petrol with that amount of money ehh!!! waste my money...

Congratulation DAD

My family just came back from LA, in USA. so nice of them enjoyed the trip and do some of the business at the same time... So happy for them.. but sad I can't join them.. sob sob


These two handsome and beautiful are my mom and dad! DAD ... I'm really PROUD OF You!!!


Another pic of my handsome dad and brother, beautiful mom, unknown, and pretty sis!
hehe....
Really happy that got pictures of all of you together....

HappY DAy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so happy!! just got a called from burswood... I got shifts this weekends liao!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So happy!!!!!! Though will work together with Priscilla. but sigh.. she's working in another department..

THinKing about the cash! I'm so happy liao.. Really need to pay the bills and etc. Big spender I am.. I know.. that is me.. That's why need to work more to cover up my expenses..

bao Bei men.... You girls are so lovely!! Whenever I need you girls, you always be there for me.. Love you all so muchie....

Later got training again ehh... But burswood is so large, I would get lost later.. So need to go earlier..

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO PRIS AND WING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WiSh you all the happiness!!!!

CONGRATS DAD!! You did a GREAT JOB!!!!

SunDay GiRls Night

It's been so long that we did not hang out together... with my girls....

Feel like going to the seaside, and have a cup of coffee.. Do my computer work...... This is all only desire.. have not got the chance to make it come true yet...

Went to Millpoint, a place that I really feel relaxed. A place, with perth night view.... river side.... Whenever I feel to take a deep breath, away from all the buildings and humans.... That's one of the nearest and conformtable place i would go... Really relaxing....

Thesis, work and etc have been a sucks lately. Everything not that smooth anymore... But after these two nights, I feel much better now... Everything will be settle, soon.........

So stressful!!!! The things gone totally unexpected! felt so lost... no mood.. Can't blame anyone or anything actually.. Everything happens with reasons. I do not like to explain so much.. Sometimes.. Telling other ppl too much things sometimes.. Want to keep quiet sometimes...

Really feel like shouting right now.. Feel like to take a deep breath and get away from everything.. But it's really hard... when everything is forcing you, and when you do not have the choice but to go with the plans.. frustrated sometimes...

What should I do now? Feel like drinking right now...... drinking makes me relax... Then i will feel fresh at the next day...

Tonight suppose to be a night full of plans, pasar malam.. shopping at harbour town.. etc.. But I will feel guilty if I go to any of them.... Sorry guys, I did not manage to join you all again.. Sorry..

Everyone's out.... I'm at home...still trying my best to edit my project....

Who Wants to DRInk Wine??? I don't have it.. but I WANT IT!!!!! lol.. COME COME!!

I am just another girl, who wants to improve myself.... in every aspect.. career, studies, life, friends...etc... however, someone told me I'm strong? lol.. this is funny... I take it as compliment bah...

SuMmer ComINg!!!!

Wahh.. 29 degree now!! SO HOT ahhhhhhhhhhh....!!!!! VEry Sunny day! It's actually a perfect day go to fremantle or cotteslaw beach to have a drink or even SWIM!!! yeah!! But later have to go to work liao.. SOB SOB........

Ching yee... So Ke lian lah you.. Don't know how you can handle.. do work whole night, din sleep then straight to work for whole day.. THis is terrible...... I do not what I can do for you.. I boiled Bailey.. you have a drink bah.........and hor.. drink hot milk.. it will really works... IF this canot work, drink wine bah.. SURE WORKS!!!! hahahaha.. half glass per day.. boost your blood flow!

Did not really do anything this morning.. Slept very late yesterday night.... do work with pris them all till morning.. But yeah.. progress not really that good though..

Of course I'm worry about my thesis but in the same time I always think alot of stuff as always.
Don't feel like going to work.. just feel like stay at home.. do my stuff.. (not doing as well)

Sometimes feel like lend a hand to help.. but sometimes by not doing anything is a help....

CluBBING this coming saturday, gals?????? YEAH!!! heard NE-Yo is coming to metro this saturday!!! WANt TO GO MEET HIm!!! YEAH!!! need to go shopping again! sigh..! last week was the first week that I did not go shopping at all.. very geng! I didn't go belmont forum, or carousel to shop.. this is so great! haha... BUt still dono where all my money spend on.. damn... Eat too much i think.. kekeke.. gaining weight soon de lorr.. Thinking of joining fitness first. but so expensive lahh... $70 for admin fees, then duno how much for joining fees, monthly fee $22... hmm... What do you all think? Should I or Should I not???

Visa AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! BOSS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Give me a good news lahh... It's been so long liao......... APA MACAM Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STudy another year of master course oh????? if study that, i sure no time for work liao de lorr... totally cut off.. and study de lorr... hmm.. then hor.. I can totally escape from BOX!!! YEAH!! maybe thats the exit way.. but hmm.. i still wan to get a job... AIYO!!!!!!!!

3.14pm liao....... still 29 degree.. SO HOT LAHHH!!! Die lor.. when truly summer comes, how ah? sweat also won't sweat..... sei lorr.....
cooler cooler... air cond air cond!!!!!!




wao... my blog seems so mix up.. but thats the stuff i'm thinking and want to shout out! DON'T CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Song

林峰- 爱不疚

Everytime I listen to this song, it is really a meaningful song which i SO love and scare to listen. If you understand the lyrics, you will understand...

Had a lunch with Angie at Foundries.... Quite a nice lunch.. We talked alot.. she tried to understand more about me. And she told me alot about her.. yeah.. Ate Crispy skin salmon.. hehe.. FOR LUNCH!!! wah.. Thanks Angie!


p/s: thanks for your cares.... Hope you do understand what I am doing now..

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Been going with the flow these few days.. Get Frustrated very easily.. but i tried to hide how I feel as I know others will be stressful with studies and life as well.. I do not want to burden them more.
Dinner, Work, Clubbing, karaoke... Anyone ask, i would not reject....As me myself do not know what should I do now... I don't feel like doing anything but to have a drink and chit chat... But kinda hard thought...

sometimes things happen which i don't know it's good or bad.. headache... I tried to accept it.. but when it comes to a point where I'm not sure.. I would try to ignore instead of accept.. Ignore in a sense that I do not want to think about it! I just go with the flow... In a short term, yes it will still work.. But in a long term..soon will be a burst again..

爱不疚

林峰- 爱不疚

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收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你开心就够

这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到後 或会走
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手

放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

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遥远是宇宙 静静在背後 去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手

放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头
放手 期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有

This song really is meaningful.. For those who understand chinese, would like this song. This song really can hits the feeling....( or maybe i watched the drama, thats why have a strong feeling about this song....)

This song always brings me the memories.. Which reminds me that you are his best friend...that why i always find you to have a chat with...

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Lost contact of a friend... Regardless what bad things he had done.. He had done a lot for us.... I used to talk to him.. Remember that the first time I saw him, working in the kitchen.... He offered to send me home whenever I do not have transport to go home from work... He would call me :Xiao Niu..... everytime...

Sometimes we went to karaoke together.. sing all the songs together.... celebrate jean's birthday at jeff's house.. watch movie... eat supper... send edna to airport..... you even close to my friend from malaysia during the summer holiday... You taught me where to look for the agents and where to look for jobs.. You are that good..... Kinda unbelievable that you disappeared just like that! Kinda hard to believe...! I may or may not know why you disapppeared... But really do not know.. if we still have a chance to meet... Do wish you all the best.. Although hard to explain what you're doing right now.. But All the best!

PreSentaTIOn

I was really really really nervous... Nervous till I don't know what to think or what to say.. Just wan to get it done asap! Thanks to you all support..

Elfin, Wing, PRis... all of you beside me and spend the time practice with me all afternoon.. Thanks to you all.. I'm really touch! I have a lot of good friends.. which helps me when I need it...
Though alot of ideas to calm me down.. Accompany me to the classroom, support me... THANKS! LOVE YOU ALL!!!

Feel so release after the presentation! Straight away wan to sing K! so that i can shout!!!!!!
LISTEN........!To the song in my heart~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hahaahahahha
Pris.. must teach me this song!!!

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Hmm.. Come to think of it.. my sister is correct.. We're not living on the stage. and not doing any performance. so our life no need to be so dramatic!

Everyday just have a goal, reach an aim..... Hardworking! When really bored, then look for friends for yam cha... those minor minor problems.. just let it coool down...
it wont be a problem if we dun see it as a problem.. no need everything oso bring it out.. if too many minor things oso brings up, our life will be sucks!!!!

hmm.. HAve to leave something behind us! let the past be at the back of us. Look FOrward!! Look in front!! Where's the future is! THINK POSITIVE!!!!!!! WORK HARDER!!!!!

p/s : thanks to all... who come to support me..

ClOudY TuesdaY

Just Got a news... I didn't know you would take the action so fast.. I have been thinking and thinking after you talked to me last night.. You told me that, if you break up with her, and I would be happy. You would do it... Seriously do it, and I would be much happier!

Now you told me that you going to resign. I was so shocked when I heard it. I was planning to quit straight away when I found another job. There is no point that two people to resign. I know you need this job more than I do... It's in your field, not my field. I will have my own world later.. Not in hospitality line.

I do not know what did you tell them to let you resign. Maybe you will mention about our problem, maybe you'll not. I do not know. We talked so much yesterday... it was tiring conversation as there wont have a conclusion at all. I need more time to think... I know.. there's so much possibility in the talk. But this is the first time we open heart and talk everything! I have tell you based on the truth, no ego, no anger..

I just want the things back to normal. You stay inside, I work outside. Although we wont talk much. No hi no bye, no conversation..... I'm happy with it...

You told me that I do not understand you, but really... SO DOES YOU! I don't think you understand yourself either... You have a messy and complicated life. Sometime you don't even know what you are doing. Well.. That's your stubborn thinking.. I would not care more... I just want things back to normal. I'm happy with it.

Xi Nu Ai le

One day.. All these four moods had occur...........! First was like having a normal and happy lunch. then Have a very nice surprise party for my friend. Then was suppose to go to join another friend for another activity.

Suddenly pop out another problem.... Make me so sad.. N so scared! After that was like 'discussion' on the phone! DAMN......... HAPPEN So many things in one day!!!! I cant even have the time to digest!

so so for the lunch
HAPPY for the surprise party
SAD and Shock for the problem
dun feel anything for the discussion but lazy to talk.

For me, I think i have repeated the same conversation and same response some time long ago. Although two different person. But yeah.. Sound the same to me.... sound like voice recorder!

SO FAN!! I don't want to bother!! all these happen because that trouble place!!! Really place of gossip! place of rumours!! Have to stay away asap!!!! Dont want to care anymore!!!!!!

hmm....

So fed up so suddenly!! When you thinks that you gonna have to spend time fully concentrate on something.. One and another things pop up!!!! Troubles and problems!! Things wont always go so smoothly as predict.. Always have to face alot of disturbs before can reach the goal.

Next week is a study free week. But it's not a free week for final year students. We have to hand in alot of things in this coming week. Tried to manage the time between the work and study. Suddenly POP UP one more appointment which is important. That I would not make any complain.. But then POP up another appointment that I have to go. It could not be reject! I have no choice but to go.

Then suddenly this karaoke, she dun wan to go, he dun wan to go... faint! make me so frustrated! although i didn't wan to go at first, i was asked the second time. So that's why I went. But at the final minutes, one call said not going, then another call saying that not going... Damn!! So frustrated! But thanks to him, he came at last.. Sorry for making so much trouble to you. Thanks for being so caring to friends..

I need more time!!!! Have to cut cut cut the appointments!!!

Midnight

3.38am.



It's been a while I did not update my blog. Am I busy? Kinda...

How is everything? I do not how to explain. every day is full of unexpectation. Every moment will occurs a lot of unexpected situation. It's so hard to predict what is or will happen in the next.





It suppose to come to an end... Everything should be an end. I should not write this here, but what I saw... kinda give me a shock... It actually is none of my business anymore. I really would like the way we are now. We don't talk to each other. As if really back to the month of March, where we do not know each other yet. Couldn't care less.. ( which means i rather be stranger or normal collegues relationship with you than anything else)



However, still... I am a person who is very soft hearted... even the very basic very normal friends.. I would care at least a bit. Seeing the way you are now.. The way you act... kinda sad thought.. I probably good in guessing what are you thinking sometimes... Predicting your action. I may know or may not know what are you thinking.. but if my prediction is correct.. ....................



But up to you.. I already do my part.. So it's none of my business anywhere... Just wish you have happiness in your life..

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AHH!!! So fan ah!!! with the project stuff.. I'm stuck and have totally no idea how to proceed anymore! and the presentation is soon!!! SIGH!!!! HOW????????????????? Sometimes really feel so helpless... FAN!! Who knows how to use mathlab simulink?!?!?! TEACH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There's so much to think:
- FYP ( due date soon!!!)
- Visa (expired soon!!!)
- Application to permanent job ( need it to stay back lah!!!!)
- Casual job ( wanted to settle as soons as possible, but sometimes there is best to ignore.. work for money only what!)
- Parents (getting old... worry about them sometimes....)
- etc...........

I think so does everyone... All of us have our own troubles... So I would not say that my problem is more or yours is more... problems exist everywhere, everytime!

jie......
Teach me how to handle all of these.......... I have been out of contact with my family lately.. Really out of contact... Working everynight.. then didn't get the time to online..Suddenly I miss you all so much... Mom, and dad always helps me solves all the problem before I can think about it. Jie always gives me advicess and becomes the middle communicator between me and parents... Brother will always sit at a side, cool! hahaha..

They are all the ones that will be there for me, whenever I need them... mommy, daddy....
They just wish for one thing... Happiness in their children...me, sis and brother....

Remember when I was young.. My bro and I will follow my mom around to bank, to JPJ to warisan..etc etc.. So when she tends to forget to pay our tuition fees or what.. She will start scolds: try to remember things yourself bah!! I have so many things to remember!!
hahahahaa!!! MOM! You so funny! But now i know why.. Really damn alot of things to remember and worry about! Especially you got 3 children, and 1 husband! haahaha

Now i can't even go back for CNY! I have not join them for the trip to USA, now even CNY!!!!
My dad gonna very dissapointed... so is my mom... First time, I'm not gonna celebrate CNY without them.. No nian gao... No CNY groceries.. No CNY laughter.. No bai nian..

although I know very clearly that, we need to be independant.. couldn't depend on them so much..!

I miss them very much at this moment... mom...dad... i LOVE YOU aLL!!!! so as Jie and bro(although u always cool.....)!!!

UneXpected!!

WAHH!!! Really unexpected! I saw my cousin, Vui Chong in karawara! Never expect he's here! I thought I was mistaken or what.. But when I called him, I think he was so shocked and tried to think who is this girl? hahahahaa... My gosh!!! Never knew he's here! Gotta tell my parents about it! hehehe... This reminds me few years back that I went to labuan with my friends. I pop in to their shops without telling them. They were all so shock when they saw me! wahahahahahaha... I even went to the school where my auntie teach, She cant remember me.. She thought I'm her student! GOSH!!!! Not until she called up my dad.

Here's the gang of YAM CHA! hahaha.. They were all too stress from the studies, and keep on talking and talking.. Were forced by me to take different kind of picturess... hahahaha

Just came back from Priscilla's house.. we were drinking campaign! We bought two bottles from Albany Hwy..As you all know, I don't really drink that much.. So one glass can make me faint! Fall asleep on the bed.. hehe.. Maybe ate too full at TOTO restaurant.. Vomit all the pork... after vomit, I awake straight away! hehehe...






While Pris, mevs and elfin drink, wing and benny were busy busy busy busy doing their assignments... Reminds me of my project..sigh...


wei wei ... wing! steal the campaign oh.. do work! hehehee.. jk

Really appreciate your all companions...

Miri feels

At this moment.. 12.21 am.. I really feel that I'm in Senadin 4119 Middle room. A small small room with high ceiling! Still remember how all the furnitures arrangement. Have my own internet, air con and car! Always enjoy the moment when i study in the mid-night.. Miri is a hot place, but at night.. it's so cooling! all the winds blow.. I will open the door everynight and study at the living room. But sometimes if it is too late, I will hide in my room. Turn on the air-con, study... So Nice!! Then with the msn on.. I know the whole senadin students have not sleep, still doing works or study at that time.. hehe.. Always encourage/motivate each other to study!

If hungry, got houses open stalls to sell midnight noodles "MEE POK"! hahaha or HAMBURGERS!!!!

Remember that I always drive to friends' house and study together! Once study too long, all will gone crazy! Making videos! Taking stupid pictures! Tune up the musix and dance or sing!! hahaha.. Go to balcony sometimes, to club! Dance and drink till 4am in the morning and go LUTONG!!!! Best place to get breakfast with just RM1 for noodles! SO CHEAP!!! There's alot of kueh which is so cheap as well!!!

There are times, we all went for cardio together! To sweat it out!! Exercise 2 or 3 times in a week! Go to boulevard to beli sayur!! LIN YIN!! remember you teach me to buy sayur masin and drumstick to boil soup??? then I pandai pandai add lotus into it!

OH YEA!! Got once I boil the ginger and chicken soup! My housemate drank it all after I went out! haha.. She just left a message there "SORRY.. It smells so nice , so I drank it all" Only the ginger left in the pot! hahaha.. feel like want to laugh than angry! TOO HUMOUR

Then we often go to the Uncle sam's kedai kopi named 'wo de jia". Such a nice name.. Whole curtin students will filled up the whole kedai kopi! where ever uncle sam open shop, there will be all the curtin students! All the kakak knows my favourite.. sweet and sour soup and Pi PA CHICKEN! ehhehehe...

Uncle sam..always go arounds the senadin with his motorcycle. then suddenly stop by in front of your house and shout : ANYBODY AT HOME!!!!!!! hahaha..

Remember the thieves????? the motorcycle thieves! haha!! I once saw them pass by my house.. Then the whole senadin is like waoooo.. IN ACTION! everyone take whatever they can, steel, kayu lah.. knife kah... whatever that can defent themselves! Then got group A, and group B ! everyone of them try to block all the roads that the thieves can escape. But roads out of senadins is too many!

My year one gang, Vincent and Havinesh! haha.. always hang out together! then clubBing together.. then this vincent always disturb my gal friends.. go everywhere also call ppl "lao po!!!!" hahaha so funny.. one of my gal friend really scold him kao kao...! then i have to pull him away from her house! hahaha.. damn funny those days..!

haha.. really funny! I really miss that time... where everyone live so near.. Lin Yin, Hilda, Lulu, Glynis...etc... MISS YOU ALL!!! MUAKS

Tuesday again..................

woke up damn early today... 8+am... Didn't expect I will wake up that early.. Was suppose to do some work today, but sigh.. end up listening to the music, youtube.. blogging! OMG! This song is really nice!! 走火入魔.. sang by 阿信 &丁当. I'm so addicted to this song!!!!! you can ignore the lyrics, just to the music! DAMN NICE!!!!! I listen 4 or 5 times a day! Even feel like listen to it during my work.. but no where to hide the handphone! hahaha.. and i think my boss will kill me if he saw me through the CCTV! hahahaha...

This is what happens to me these days.. too lazy to go to work. Don't like to be at there anymore. It's a place like a home, where everyone is like been working together so long. This shall explain why i don't like to step into that place.

I'm a person who always likes to get out of house! I do care about all the people, the shifts, the stocks...etc... but I just don't like to be there! Don't feel like stepping into that restaurant anymore.... PLUS so many things happens and memories in that restaurants... so changing a new environment will be good for me, i think..rather than staying in the same old place....I have been thinking of quiting this job... maybe now.. It's time.......


Wu HU!!! Will have lunch with MISS melissa later! Was actually plan to have hyatt lunch buffet with collegues, but one of them have classes...sigh.. have to cancel! AHHH!!!! HYATT BUFFET ohhh... but nevermind.. sure got chances to have it..


ps: TO JOJO & JUSTIN,

WISH YOU ALL THE HAPPINESS.

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Mid AuTumN FestiVAL

I never knew that mid autumn festival is mooncake festival! hahaha.. I was so shock when Ewan told me about it.. HAHA.. sorry Ewan! Yesterday whole day was so bored! Of couse as always. Sunday is full of shit customers! As if they either been to any standard restaurant OR they thought they in 5 stars restaurant. But, I don't give a damn about it... Wasting my time to talk..
Luckily Shariel pop in. If not, I will really bored to death! Discuss kinda alot of stuff with her, since she's the MOST SENIOR Team leader in H&B3...

Come to think of it... My friendship with Ivan, Ewan, etc is kinda long! We been working together so long! wao... amazing... They know alot of my past, and I think i knew some of theirs too! hehe

After work, I straight away looK for priscilla them to have a drink. I will remember this next time, SUNDAY all alcoholic shops are CLOSED at 6pm!! (Except you want to have a meal and drink, there is One last place to get alcohols is BOX3 and HANS!! which closed at 9.30pm! LaSt order at 9pm!!!! Hahhahahahahaa) After have a drink with IVan d other day, I only realised that wake up after the drink , will make your day more fresh! or maybe I din't sleep well? haha.. SO I'm planning to keep some at my house next time. Take bit of it everyday, so i can sleep well! hehe...

Talk with lam lam, pris, wings and etc as always... We had a nice talk...McD as supper ( Thanks to lam lam again...) So pity of him, that he works every day and night... he got that tiring look. Can even sleep on the chair, and with all the noise we made... (LAM ahh!!! Stop pushing yourself too hard... you making your body worse.. and your mood as well.!!!Do take care of yourself laaaa..)

p/s: thanks priscilla !!! hey!! GAMBADE IN YOUR PROJECT k??? DOn't forget! GO SHOPPING ON WED oh!!!!! AND to MEVS HOUSE!!!!!! OKOK??

Story to tell..........

During Noon, an unusual call and tone from priscilla. Telling me she''s not happy and wanted to go for a drink. We end up having a drink and chat with Dina as well.

The mummy movie premier tonight. As predicted, the restaurant is damn busy. Fight with the stupid customers, and handle ridiculous complain which I didn't not expect I would able to do it. Was so frustrated and angry with the work. Called up priscilla to go out for a drink.

As predicted( didnt know i can predict stuff so well), I saw a suprising incident... A guy holding another gal's hand.. laughing so happily. This is where the story comes in...


STORY BEGINSSSS.................

Few months back, this non-outstanding guy works in a place with one of my friend. They never talks to each other. Once in the Sunday, the guy offer to send my friend home. She was shock, as they never talks. He told her about his triangle 'LOVE' problems.. or maybe FOUR RELATIONSHIP LOVE PROBLEM!! So there is like Girl 1, girl 2 and boy 1, boy 2!!! SO CONFUSE!!! hahaha....

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This guy chasing after this gal. sort of like been together awhile. However, the girl turns back to her ex. So he was sort of dump, or probably the gal wan to go underground relationship with him.. DUNO!!! somehow, the gal hated him so much.. never talks or look at him.
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CONTINUE....
She was so defensive and told her bf about it. Her bf of course warn her about it. He got her hp no. somehow and invite her for supper or whatsoever... As time passes, my friend brokE up with her bf. Without hesitation, she open up herself to make more friends. THIS particular guy!!! sms, msn, cook food, give music, etc etc to her... after she finally accept him.. he give a stupid excuse such that he still cant forget about his ex and sort of waiting for the answer... The girl stuggle to get out of it.

last two days, the so called ex-gf rejected him.. again.. his brain wire duno where gone wrong.... treating the gal nice again. of course.. we have been advising my dear friend not to accept this bastard anymore! She knews that as well. (So now exist another ex-gf, which is another GIRL 3!!) WUUU... COMplicated relationship!


So when i told her what i have saw tonight... I thought she will cry, but she didn't. (unexpected!)
This guy sms her, admiting that he's with the gal (thats the same gal which gone back to her ex AND hated him to the bone!) and happen too fast ( which was like less than 24 hours that he still treating my friends very NICE.... send food or sms???!! duh!!))))) So wat's all the reasons that he can't forget about his ex? ???!! STUPID REASON HUH??

But she finally want to stop everything with this guy.... I'm very glad she realise and take the action. She told me, she just wish.... that she will not meet the guy anymore, or talks to the guy anymore... because she just feel like puke when he just putting on the ANGEL MASK in front of everyone...

CHilLi MussELSSS

Yeah YeAH!!! Final Can gather together liao!!!!

So long have not update the blog! My life have been just works, home, uni! Thats' all for these few weeks. Didn't manage to get together with friends to do another outing!

Tonight our AH LAM ko, spend us to have supper! hehe... We have been planning this since last week..!

let me introduce our tonight's guests of honour!!!
From the left: Priscilla, LAM (hiding behind), ALVIN CHIN!!! VIVIAN and Charles!

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What's on the menu??

PASTA!!!!!! Spagetti.. lagsana.. bolognese... carbonara...yum yum

PIZZA !!!!

Busy Busy Busy deciding what to eat...

But the main dish is the CHILLI MUSSELSS!!

At first ah lam said want to order 3 big bowls of chilli mussels! Which is ALOTTT!!!! we were trying to convince him to order 1 only! haha.. He's too sleepy and tired till the brain stop functioning anymore.

This place is one of the spot that we can have SOMETHING to eat or drink when all the shops are closed! as you know all shops here closed at 5pm.. no shopping! no yam cha! sob sob....:(

Sleepless NItes

Can't Sleep.. It's 3.40am. Went for the paintball game this early morning. Have to start journey to Rockingham at 8am! I did not wake up this early in few months....! I was so hard to get up, but when thought of the game, I wake up straight away. It was like 45 mins drive from bentley to rockingham.

Haha...! When all of us saw those ang mo, was so afraid that we have to play with them.. They so aggressive... tall and big size! hehe.. but we have our own field. 22 peoples, 11 vs 11 ppl. Dont think 100 bullets is alot. You can finish it within 2 mins! I doubt if there are 100 bullets/paintball inside. hehe.. I shot like 300 bullets in the first game!! one game was like only 10mins+. haha! too excited! manage to shoot some people. Of course ! 300 bullets.. what to expect? hahaha.. I think i use most bullets in the team... hehe.. I actually can predict this... When I play those shooting game , I always waste alot bullets to shoot 1 person! hahaha.. It was fun!!! Running, Hiding! Avoid been shoot.. MY GOSH! When the paintball hits me, it was so painful!!!!!!! bruise straight away. one circle! then the side getting lightly purple...! lol.. Some got shot at the head! Mask provided to protect. Uniform! Talking about the clothes! all the sizes are XL,XXL,XXXL,XXXXL , etc.. my gosh! for all the girls there, was like sweating! Luckily got one of the employee there so helpful. hehe

The game included free lunch, which just breads and sausages... GUess what? 3 trays of sausages, we finished 2 and 1/4 trays of sausages, 2 loafs of breads... 1/2 of bbq sauces and 1/2 tomato sauces!! lol.. so there was like nothing left for the ang mosssssssssssssssss.............. lol
so funny!!!

Resting moment.. all sitting at the back of the car.. DRINK WATER...

wahhhh....4.10am liaooo,, tomolo hav to work whole dayy! nites nites loRRRRRRRRRRRRR.....

Not feeling well today... Makes me no mood to do anything..
Don't feel like going out.. Just feel like hiding in my own room..
Don't feel like doing anything.. Just feel like lying on my bed..
Don't feel like going to work today.. But i know i have no choice..
Don't feel like picking up any phone calls...
Don't feel like meeting anyone....
Don't feel like talking...
Don't feel like eating...
Don't feel like anything..........

ExHAuSted

Just finish my SuppER with nelson and lily. For some reason, I was so hunger for western dish during the night! I ate a lot of stuff during the day time, and now I ate another dish! SPARE RIBS!! SO FULL.. like my tummy gonna explode!!!! I wanted to eat lamb chops.. but they do not have it in fast eddy.. sob sob...

So tired today again! WoKe up from a phone rang.... I know i couldn't sleep anymore if my eyes open a second. Hence I do not want to waste anytime on the bed as I always did before. hehe...

Next week will be a horrible week, no staffs working.. my project due soon... Me myself have to concentrate on my study... and my car sound like his having a 'SORETHROAT' everytime I start the engine. Still got white teeth and black bum! hahahahaha... But all these are not urgent, and not that I REALLY MIND about. URgent stuff is the shifts and my project. OF COURSE.. VISa!!!

wahh So tired liao... blog next time lahhh.... Sweet dreams everyone!!!!

Blog TemplateS

YEah!!! PRiscilla!!! I manage to done it liao!!! YEAH!!!!!! hahaha.. First time i edited my blog with new templates.. hehehe!

Just finish yam cha with priscilla... she keeps telling me the enjoyment of editing the templates and designs of the blog. This always been a hard thing for me to do. hehe.. Now i manage liao! YEAH!!!!

We talked during the drink. Just the two girls' talks! It was relaxing and enjoying.. It's always an enjoyment to spend time with her. OF COURSE! MY neighbour! MY family living just at the back of my house! hehe...

ps: Hmm... I gonna do according to my feelings flow luuu.. I'm not gonna care what you think anymore lor.. wheather you like it or not, it's not my problem anymore. I am just gonna do what I am suppose to do...

EmOtional

Jeffrey went for the surgery today.. I had been waiting for his call as he said he's going to call me after the surgery. I waited so long. Then I called up the number he gave me last night. He pick up the phone and sound so terrible!! But at least I still can heart his voice. So pity of him, that he have to suffer so much of the pain. Imagine a tube from the right leg to the heart. How long is that?! My GOsH!!

Was so tired after the whole day, wanted to take a nap but I knew I couldn't sleep at all. So I watch a bit of drama. I'm actually staring at the drama, but the mind thinking of something else. Day Dreaming again.. It's very relaxing. Day dreaming better than thinking stuff. The more stuff i think , i get more frustrated and emotional.

Waiting for priscilla to bring me out yam cha!! She's been so stressful these days.. plus didn't meet her for these few days. Kinda worry about her as well. Yi Wen lorrrr... Dun want to go, left me and priscilla only~~~ aiyerrr..........

p/s: Wondering.. How fast can one person let go of a relationship?

expenses

Feeling much better today. Not so up and down like yesterday. Of course, the problems wont go away just like that.. BUT.. face it normally and won't be any use if I panic anywhere...

So much to do... Project, then have to think about the employment.. then the visa stuff, then the part time job stuff...So many things to think! Been avoiding the issues.. but now I HAVE to face it already.. SO HARD.... MAybe I'm just not yet ready into the real society... probably..?

Sigh.. how? DO i really need to study another course? What course should I study? Is this the best way? SO many questions in my mind..
WAh!! SO LATE already.. have to get ready to go to work liao... HAVE A NICE DAY EVERYONE!!!!! BYE!!!!!

25 August 2008

Went for a drive this evening.. Drove like 1-2 hours plus.. Drive till Stirling to Perth City and to Scaborough beach... I have no idea where I was going.... I just drive and drive... till I receive calls from friends. Was alot on my mind again.. I want to get it out of my mind...

Visit a friend in hospital... He have to make a decision to do or not to do the surgery, which is high risk... He so scare to do the surgery... seeing him with full of needles point... We were speechless......

Another ridiculous thing is that the stupid hospital, which provide SO CALLED services and FACILITIES!!! I don't even know is there any services at all!!! Wht hospital that take the bed away from the patient and let them sit from 9am till 11pm+???!?! What kind of duty of care given to the patients??? LouSY!!!!! Crazy!!!

FAN!!!

So many things happen again yesterday.. Was suppose to go visit the Araluen Botanical Tulip Farm, but can't go....sad..sad... So frustrated and unstable mood. Thinking of getting supports, however I did not get it. Maybe sometimes I should not hope so much.. So frustrated!!! Then being misunderstood by other people, without knowing what exactly happens! Walao... Don't want to bother!!!! NONE OF MY BUSINESS ANYWHERE!!

Have to stay strong! Have to keep myself firm!

AH!!!! Suddenly my neighbour tune up the music! So LOUD!!! VERY NOISY ah!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SunNY SatUrday

Just went to play volleyball at the leisure hall along MANNING ROAD. I actually did not wanted to go, but I know how good it feels after having some sports and abit of fun with everyone. This is the first time i played volleyball! It was so much fun..!! Of course, I still abit got abit of forbia of the ball hitting me, but I manage to Start the ball!!! Manage to hit it to the other side! YEAH!!!! SO HAPPY!!!!! hehehe...!!

Then I found out that volleyball players are very encouraging! although i play so sucks, they still claps hand and say : GOOD! NICE BALL!!! wao!! very positive attitude!! So happy and so relaxing! Hand swallon oso nevermind! Can gather together and have abit of sports fun is so good!!

Don't want to waste anytime on anything.. today is a happy, leisure, fruitful day!!!! YEAH!!!!!

EARLY BIRD on 22 aug 08

Woke up at 5am which is SOOOOO EARLY!!!! I can't believe it! I couldn't sleep.. I made a lot of planning.. Thinking to have a fruitful day.. However, I was so tired and sleepy. PLUS, there's alot of things on my mind. So i do what i usually do in order to upbring my moods. Which is DRESS UP! and HANG OUT! yeah!! (bought few new clothes, of course have to try out ! hohoho)

Go out with Miss P! hehe.. Have a talk with her at RIFO, a Italian restaurant with wonderful coffee and nice environment to hang out. She told me I have changed alot. Indeed I have change, and I'm glad I have change and I won't stop to improve myself! Thanks to all the experiences. and of course to all the supports of my friends/family. You all are the BEST!!!!! Without you all, I would not be who I am now! thanks!!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!! MUAKSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MooDs

Hi everyone!! This is the first post of the blogspot.com. I used to have one blog in blogspot.com, well... I do not how to use it, and leave it to mold.. haha.. But one of my friend told me that it's easy to use. So, I give it another try..

I used to type alot of things in the blogs, such as all the relationships stuff, my moods , every things that happens that I'm not happy about. However, I would like to change this. It would not just the bad side of my life. BUt of course! the HAPPY PART OF MY LIFE!!!! yeah!!! Hope this time the blog will last! hahaha...