HIding myself

Working in this new environment. I have been busy almost everyday. --> Less contact
Pretend nothing happen after i know even thought it's hurting
Trying not to express my mood to avoid unsolveable arguements
Trying to care without letting anyone knows
Trying to do wat other ppl ask me to
Trying to think on other ppl's point of view

I duno wat to think anymore... All these pushing me
to be more individualistic. To keep to myself...
Been having a lot headache........

My jobs now keep me so busy everyday.. So busy that keep me from everything else. I love my job. I appreciate my job.
Somehow something changing me
Slowly by slowly... It's like the time so precious and so pack now. i will start thinking the consequences of each actions or decisions. It's like everything is more realistic now. Everything is getting serious now..
So when it comes to off day like today. Eventually I do not know how should i react.

So troublesome! I rather work everyday than have another today.

You asked me
how can I keep quiet seeing what is happening...
How can i dun feel anything
How can I dont act anything...

Let me ans you..
Something is done.
You don't know...

Just wait and see

When there's a cut, there will be a scar....