stress stress stress!!!!!
3 assignments and presentation due in a week
2 projects from work commissioning at the same time!

SO STRESSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY CANT I HAVE MY OWN THINKING!
i apologize to make this person happy
i delete the post on fb to make another person happy!

pek cek!

Im tired...
Im really tired...
I do not want to talk anymore... or guess wat you're thinking anymore...
You want to be Mr Good guy, go ahead
you wan me to apologize, fine
i done all these.. dun ask for more...
im really tired........ dun ask me to admit something i dun understand at all!

reading back the blogs i wrote before.. only i notice it's been a year.. So many things has happen in months.. A lot of old scenes flashes in my mind..
Some I still can recall very clearly.
The day you tried to walk home from work, holding a cigarettes.. Then i asked you to follow us.
The day you sat there and join our conversation for the first time
The day you fight with me until the work place was all upside down
The day you still come when we had a big fight
The day you talked to me when i'm at cathy's house
The day when both of us tried to convince cathy at her house
The day you cook me salted vege soup
The talk in msn, saying gonna cook me chicken wings at 3am in the morning
The dAYS I saw you on the street, walking home from work
the day you come to my presentation to give me support
The day you comb your hair like a dragon ball super saiya, and sing k
the days we go for shoppings..
the nights we go to millpoints and have drinks there
the pressies you bought me..
suprises you gave me
memoriess.... all these are past....

I don't wan to talk anything negative today.. it's your day..


All i wan to say to you is
Happy Birthday......

Let's your birthday be the ending of everything....

BreakUp again

BReak up break up! another pair of couples breaking up again..!
It's kinda scary that October is always the month of breaking up...
WHy? i don't know but this is wat i notice every year.
Another pair of couples breaking up and another "singlessss" borned..!

You live under the world of fairy tales.. You dun know the truth from the beginning till the end..
You been told all the lies and stuff..
All the sweetsssssss given, to blind your eyes... On the phone few thousand miles away from perth.. where you can't see..
Good LUCK!

It's been ages that I didn't update the blog.
It's not that i do not want to upload.. It's that i have a very complicated feelings when i wanted to type anything on this small box....

Maybe.... just maybe it's not the time to leak out the idea .....