ClOudY TuesdaY

Just Got a news... I didn't know you would take the action so fast.. I have been thinking and thinking after you talked to me last night.. You told me that, if you break up with her, and I would be happy. You would do it... Seriously do it, and I would be much happier!

Now you told me that you going to resign. I was so shocked when I heard it. I was planning to quit straight away when I found another job. There is no point that two people to resign. I know you need this job more than I do... It's in your field, not my field. I will have my own world later.. Not in hospitality line.

I do not know what did you tell them to let you resign. Maybe you will mention about our problem, maybe you'll not. I do not know. We talked so much yesterday... it was tiring conversation as there wont have a conclusion at all. I need more time to think... I know.. there's so much possibility in the talk. But this is the first time we open heart and talk everything! I have tell you based on the truth, no ego, no anger..

I just want the things back to normal. You stay inside, I work outside. Although we wont talk much. No hi no bye, no conversation..... I'm happy with it...

You told me that I do not understand you, but really... SO DOES YOU! I don't think you understand yourself either... You have a messy and complicated life. Sometime you don't even know what you are doing. Well.. That's your stubborn thinking.. I would not care more... I just want things back to normal. I'm happy with it.

Xi Nu Ai le

One day.. All these four moods had occur...........! First was like having a normal and happy lunch. then Have a very nice surprise party for my friend. Then was suppose to go to join another friend for another activity.

Suddenly pop out another problem.... Make me so sad.. N so scared! After that was like 'discussion' on the phone! DAMN......... HAPPEN So many things in one day!!!! I cant even have the time to digest!

so so for the lunch
HAPPY for the surprise party
SAD and Shock for the problem
dun feel anything for the discussion but lazy to talk.

For me, I think i have repeated the same conversation and same response some time long ago. Although two different person. But yeah.. Sound the same to me.... sound like voice recorder!

SO FAN!! I don't want to bother!! all these happen because that trouble place!!! Really place of gossip! place of rumours!! Have to stay away asap!!!! Dont want to care anymore!!!!!!

hmm....

So fed up so suddenly!! When you thinks that you gonna have to spend time fully concentrate on something.. One and another things pop up!!!! Troubles and problems!! Things wont always go so smoothly as predict.. Always have to face alot of disturbs before can reach the goal.

Next week is a study free week. But it's not a free week for final year students. We have to hand in alot of things in this coming week. Tried to manage the time between the work and study. Suddenly POP UP one more appointment which is important. That I would not make any complain.. But then POP up another appointment that I have to go. It could not be reject! I have no choice but to go.

Then suddenly this karaoke, she dun wan to go, he dun wan to go... faint! make me so frustrated! although i didn't wan to go at first, i was asked the second time. So that's why I went. But at the final minutes, one call said not going, then another call saying that not going... Damn!! So frustrated! But thanks to him, he came at last.. Sorry for making so much trouble to you. Thanks for being so caring to friends..

I need more time!!!! Have to cut cut cut the appointments!!!

Midnight

3.38am.



It's been a while I did not update my blog. Am I busy? Kinda...

How is everything? I do not how to explain. every day is full of unexpectation. Every moment will occurs a lot of unexpected situation. It's so hard to predict what is or will happen in the next.





It suppose to come to an end... Everything should be an end. I should not write this here, but what I saw... kinda give me a shock... It actually is none of my business anymore. I really would like the way we are now. We don't talk to each other. As if really back to the month of March, where we do not know each other yet. Couldn't care less.. ( which means i rather be stranger or normal collegues relationship with you than anything else)



However, still... I am a person who is very soft hearted... even the very basic very normal friends.. I would care at least a bit. Seeing the way you are now.. The way you act... kinda sad thought.. I probably good in guessing what are you thinking sometimes... Predicting your action. I may know or may not know what are you thinking.. but if my prediction is correct.. ....................



But up to you.. I already do my part.. So it's none of my business anywhere... Just wish you have happiness in your life..

-No Title-

AHH!!! So fan ah!!! with the project stuff.. I'm stuck and have totally no idea how to proceed anymore! and the presentation is soon!!! SIGH!!!! HOW????????????????? Sometimes really feel so helpless... FAN!! Who knows how to use mathlab simulink?!?!?! TEACH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There's so much to think:
- FYP ( due date soon!!!)
- Visa (expired soon!!!)
- Application to permanent job ( need it to stay back lah!!!!)
- Casual job ( wanted to settle as soons as possible, but sometimes there is best to ignore.. work for money only what!)
- Parents (getting old... worry about them sometimes....)
- etc...........

I think so does everyone... All of us have our own troubles... So I would not say that my problem is more or yours is more... problems exist everywhere, everytime!

jie......
Teach me how to handle all of these.......... I have been out of contact with my family lately.. Really out of contact... Working everynight.. then didn't get the time to online..Suddenly I miss you all so much... Mom, and dad always helps me solves all the problem before I can think about it. Jie always gives me advicess and becomes the middle communicator between me and parents... Brother will always sit at a side, cool! hahaha..

They are all the ones that will be there for me, whenever I need them... mommy, daddy....
They just wish for one thing... Happiness in their children...me, sis and brother....

Remember when I was young.. My bro and I will follow my mom around to bank, to JPJ to warisan..etc etc.. So when she tends to forget to pay our tuition fees or what.. She will start scolds: try to remember things yourself bah!! I have so many things to remember!!
hahahahaa!!! MOM! You so funny! But now i know why.. Really damn alot of things to remember and worry about! Especially you got 3 children, and 1 husband! haahaha

Now i can't even go back for CNY! I have not join them for the trip to USA, now even CNY!!!!
My dad gonna very dissapointed... so is my mom... First time, I'm not gonna celebrate CNY without them.. No nian gao... No CNY groceries.. No CNY laughter.. No bai nian..

although I know very clearly that, we need to be independant.. couldn't depend on them so much..!

I miss them very much at this moment... mom...dad... i LOVE YOU aLL!!!! so as Jie and bro(although u always cool.....)!!!

UneXpected!!

WAHH!!! Really unexpected! I saw my cousin, Vui Chong in karawara! Never expect he's here! I thought I was mistaken or what.. But when I called him, I think he was so shocked and tried to think who is this girl? hahahahaa... My gosh!!! Never knew he's here! Gotta tell my parents about it! hehehe... This reminds me few years back that I went to labuan with my friends. I pop in to their shops without telling them. They were all so shock when they saw me! wahahahahahaha... I even went to the school where my auntie teach, She cant remember me.. She thought I'm her student! GOSH!!!! Not until she called up my dad.

Here's the gang of YAM CHA! hahaha.. They were all too stress from the studies, and keep on talking and talking.. Were forced by me to take different kind of picturess... hahahaha

Just came back from Priscilla's house.. we were drinking campaign! We bought two bottles from Albany Hwy..As you all know, I don't really drink that much.. So one glass can make me faint! Fall asleep on the bed.. hehe.. Maybe ate too full at TOTO restaurant.. Vomit all the pork... after vomit, I awake straight away! hehehe...






While Pris, mevs and elfin drink, wing and benny were busy busy busy busy doing their assignments... Reminds me of my project..sigh...


wei wei ... wing! steal the campaign oh.. do work! hehehee.. jk

Really appreciate your all companions...

Miri feels

At this moment.. 12.21 am.. I really feel that I'm in Senadin 4119 Middle room. A small small room with high ceiling! Still remember how all the furnitures arrangement. Have my own internet, air con and car! Always enjoy the moment when i study in the mid-night.. Miri is a hot place, but at night.. it's so cooling! all the winds blow.. I will open the door everynight and study at the living room. But sometimes if it is too late, I will hide in my room. Turn on the air-con, study... So Nice!! Then with the msn on.. I know the whole senadin students have not sleep, still doing works or study at that time.. hehe.. Always encourage/motivate each other to study!

If hungry, got houses open stalls to sell midnight noodles "MEE POK"! hahaha or HAMBURGERS!!!!

Remember that I always drive to friends' house and study together! Once study too long, all will gone crazy! Making videos! Taking stupid pictures! Tune up the musix and dance or sing!! hahaha.. Go to balcony sometimes, to club! Dance and drink till 4am in the morning and go LUTONG!!!! Best place to get breakfast with just RM1 for noodles! SO CHEAP!!! There's alot of kueh which is so cheap as well!!!

There are times, we all went for cardio together! To sweat it out!! Exercise 2 or 3 times in a week! Go to boulevard to beli sayur!! LIN YIN!! remember you teach me to buy sayur masin and drumstick to boil soup??? then I pandai pandai add lotus into it!

OH YEA!! Got once I boil the ginger and chicken soup! My housemate drank it all after I went out! haha.. She just left a message there "SORRY.. It smells so nice , so I drank it all" Only the ginger left in the pot! hahaha.. feel like want to laugh than angry! TOO HUMOUR

Then we often go to the Uncle sam's kedai kopi named 'wo de jia". Such a nice name.. Whole curtin students will filled up the whole kedai kopi! where ever uncle sam open shop, there will be all the curtin students! All the kakak knows my favourite.. sweet and sour soup and Pi PA CHICKEN! ehhehehe...

Uncle sam..always go arounds the senadin with his motorcycle. then suddenly stop by in front of your house and shout : ANYBODY AT HOME!!!!!!! hahaha..

Remember the thieves????? the motorcycle thieves! haha!! I once saw them pass by my house.. Then the whole senadin is like waoooo.. IN ACTION! everyone take whatever they can, steel, kayu lah.. knife kah... whatever that can defent themselves! Then got group A, and group B ! everyone of them try to block all the roads that the thieves can escape. But roads out of senadins is too many!

My year one gang, Vincent and Havinesh! haha.. always hang out together! then clubBing together.. then this vincent always disturb my gal friends.. go everywhere also call ppl "lao po!!!!" hahaha so funny.. one of my gal friend really scold him kao kao...! then i have to pull him away from her house! hahaha.. damn funny those days..!

haha.. really funny! I really miss that time... where everyone live so near.. Lin Yin, Hilda, Lulu, Glynis...etc... MISS YOU ALL!!! MUAKS

Tuesday again..................

woke up damn early today... 8+am... Didn't expect I will wake up that early.. Was suppose to do some work today, but sigh.. end up listening to the music, youtube.. blogging! OMG! This song is really nice!! 走火入魔.. sang by 阿信 &丁当. I'm so addicted to this song!!!!! you can ignore the lyrics, just to the music! DAMN NICE!!!!! I listen 4 or 5 times a day! Even feel like listen to it during my work.. but no where to hide the handphone! hahaha.. and i think my boss will kill me if he saw me through the CCTV! hahahaha...

This is what happens to me these days.. too lazy to go to work. Don't like to be at there anymore. It's a place like a home, where everyone is like been working together so long. This shall explain why i don't like to step into that place.

I'm a person who always likes to get out of house! I do care about all the people, the shifts, the stocks...etc... but I just don't like to be there! Don't feel like stepping into that restaurant anymore.... PLUS so many things happens and memories in that restaurants... so changing a new environment will be good for me, i think..rather than staying in the same old place....I have been thinking of quiting this job... maybe now.. It's time.......


Wu HU!!! Will have lunch with MISS melissa later! Was actually plan to have hyatt lunch buffet with collegues, but one of them have classes...sigh.. have to cancel! AHHH!!!! HYATT BUFFET ohhh... but nevermind.. sure got chances to have it..


ps: TO JOJO & JUSTIN,

WISH YOU ALL THE HAPPINESS.

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Mid AuTumN FestiVAL

I never knew that mid autumn festival is mooncake festival! hahaha.. I was so shock when Ewan told me about it.. HAHA.. sorry Ewan! Yesterday whole day was so bored! Of couse as always. Sunday is full of shit customers! As if they either been to any standard restaurant OR they thought they in 5 stars restaurant. But, I don't give a damn about it... Wasting my time to talk..
Luckily Shariel pop in. If not, I will really bored to death! Discuss kinda alot of stuff with her, since she's the MOST SENIOR Team leader in H&B3...

Come to think of it... My friendship with Ivan, Ewan, etc is kinda long! We been working together so long! wao... amazing... They know alot of my past, and I think i knew some of theirs too! hehe

After work, I straight away looK for priscilla them to have a drink. I will remember this next time, SUNDAY all alcoholic shops are CLOSED at 6pm!! (Except you want to have a meal and drink, there is One last place to get alcohols is BOX3 and HANS!! which closed at 9.30pm! LaSt order at 9pm!!!! Hahhahahahahaa) After have a drink with IVan d other day, I only realised that wake up after the drink , will make your day more fresh! or maybe I din't sleep well? haha.. SO I'm planning to keep some at my house next time. Take bit of it everyday, so i can sleep well! hehe...

Talk with lam lam, pris, wings and etc as always... We had a nice talk...McD as supper ( Thanks to lam lam again...) So pity of him, that he works every day and night... he got that tiring look. Can even sleep on the chair, and with all the noise we made... (LAM ahh!!! Stop pushing yourself too hard... you making your body worse.. and your mood as well.!!!Do take care of yourself laaaa..)

p/s: thanks priscilla !!! hey!! GAMBADE IN YOUR PROJECT k??? DOn't forget! GO SHOPPING ON WED oh!!!!! AND to MEVS HOUSE!!!!!! OKOK??

Story to tell..........

During Noon, an unusual call and tone from priscilla. Telling me she''s not happy and wanted to go for a drink. We end up having a drink and chat with Dina as well.

The mummy movie premier tonight. As predicted, the restaurant is damn busy. Fight with the stupid customers, and handle ridiculous complain which I didn't not expect I would able to do it. Was so frustrated and angry with the work. Called up priscilla to go out for a drink.

As predicted( didnt know i can predict stuff so well), I saw a suprising incident... A guy holding another gal's hand.. laughing so happily. This is where the story comes in...


STORY BEGINSSSS.................

Few months back, this non-outstanding guy works in a place with one of my friend. They never talks to each other. Once in the Sunday, the guy offer to send my friend home. She was shock, as they never talks. He told her about his triangle 'LOVE' problems.. or maybe FOUR RELATIONSHIP LOVE PROBLEM!! So there is like Girl 1, girl 2 and boy 1, boy 2!!! SO CONFUSE!!! hahaha....

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This guy chasing after this gal. sort of like been together awhile. However, the girl turns back to her ex. So he was sort of dump, or probably the gal wan to go underground relationship with him.. DUNO!!! somehow, the gal hated him so much.. never talks or look at him.
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CONTINUE....
She was so defensive and told her bf about it. Her bf of course warn her about it. He got her hp no. somehow and invite her for supper or whatsoever... As time passes, my friend brokE up with her bf. Without hesitation, she open up herself to make more friends. THIS particular guy!!! sms, msn, cook food, give music, etc etc to her... after she finally accept him.. he give a stupid excuse such that he still cant forget about his ex and sort of waiting for the answer... The girl stuggle to get out of it.

last two days, the so called ex-gf rejected him.. again.. his brain wire duno where gone wrong.... treating the gal nice again. of course.. we have been advising my dear friend not to accept this bastard anymore! She knews that as well. (So now exist another ex-gf, which is another GIRL 3!!) WUUU... COMplicated relationship!


So when i told her what i have saw tonight... I thought she will cry, but she didn't. (unexpected!)
This guy sms her, admiting that he's with the gal (thats the same gal which gone back to her ex AND hated him to the bone!) and happen too fast ( which was like less than 24 hours that he still treating my friends very NICE.... send food or sms???!! duh!!))))) So wat's all the reasons that he can't forget about his ex? ???!! STUPID REASON HUH??

But she finally want to stop everything with this guy.... I'm very glad she realise and take the action. She told me, she just wish.... that she will not meet the guy anymore, or talks to the guy anymore... because she just feel like puke when he just putting on the ANGEL MASK in front of everyone...

CHilLi MussELSSS

Yeah YeAH!!! Final Can gather together liao!!!!

So long have not update the blog! My life have been just works, home, uni! Thats' all for these few weeks. Didn't manage to get together with friends to do another outing!

Tonight our AH LAM ko, spend us to have supper! hehe... We have been planning this since last week..!

let me introduce our tonight's guests of honour!!!
From the left: Priscilla, LAM (hiding behind), ALVIN CHIN!!! VIVIAN and Charles!

kekekeke

What's on the menu??

PASTA!!!!!! Spagetti.. lagsana.. bolognese... carbonara...yum yum

PIZZA !!!!

Busy Busy Busy deciding what to eat...

But the main dish is the CHILLI MUSSELSS!!

At first ah lam said want to order 3 big bowls of chilli mussels! Which is ALOTTT!!!! we were trying to convince him to order 1 only! haha.. He's too sleepy and tired till the brain stop functioning anymore.

This place is one of the spot that we can have SOMETHING to eat or drink when all the shops are closed! as you know all shops here closed at 5pm.. no shopping! no yam cha! sob sob....:(