After so long....
after months...
after i learned to control my emotion....
today, i cant control again...
water flooded my eyes.....

I do not know what to say to comfort
Invisible hope has once gone........
If me myself is in this stage
what else could both of them be like....?
i could not imagine....

I hate hope....
I hate fate....
I hate whatever that cause today..!

Today is one of the worst day of my life!!