I know this is SOOOooo discouraging.........

but how many times i have to go through this.....

Everyone left, and i'm still here..

I'm here since before everyone came

and after everyone left..

have to drink to make myself sleep..

I hate to complain too much..

Don't like myself being weak..

I tried to pretend nothing happen and I'm OK in front of everyone..

especially the one who cares......

Actually i am who i am..

i'm weak sometimes.. 

just trying to hide myself beneath the so called "INDEPENDENT" CRESTA