Just woke up from the nap...

this dream is pretty real

which i really unexpected

ning! you're in my dream!! 

and he's one of your housemate/close friend

which you going to hang out with 

AND you gonna learn piano from HIM!!!!

was shock in the dream

walk away from you all.....

weird dreamsss

CluBBING

Tonight GOnna be Good Good NIght!!!!

We started without saying anything.......
Ended the same way too..........................

Who's gonna notice............. When i'm sad?
Who's gonna know...............that every night i shed my tears ... when i'm on the bed..
who's gonna understand.......... that behind the smiley face, always feel hurts..
who's gonna listen............... to the sound of crying..........

Pain....... Hurtss........ As always...............

Searching for the sea.. that's belong to me....

Monday Morning

So sleeppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So lazy to workkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally Can see the blue sky...
after the long hours of working.........

HOT PERTH

HOT HOT HOT!!!!! Today reaches 42 degree!

Under the high UV sun rays, crossing the road.. saw a familiar, well known car...
But I don't know the driver..............
I stunted again..
millions of questions appeared in my head.
"who is she?"
"Isn't that his car?"
"Why is she driving his car?"
"Did he sell his car?"
"why did he sell it?"
"is he in another relationships...?"

These questions keep repeating which I do not have ANY ANSWER to ANY OF THEM.
I almost pick up my phone and text one of my friend, and ask him.... But I didn't........... because.. all these it's all over...



When it's over, all the questions shouldn't apply to me anymore...

Question: How could a guy who still deeply in love with a ex-gf , can go into another relationship?
Q: Would you able to stand your bf like this?

When in a group discussions, similar questions asked. And SIMILAR stories happened to you. What response will you give?


I couldn't give any response at all.. and keep quiet.. silently listen to their discussion, opinions, and thinking..
" guys take in who ever give in"
" i'm pity the gf"
" how could guys do that to girls"

i couldn't say anything.. i couldn't express anything but keep quiet..

"cresta, are you tired. why are you so quiet"
"cresta, let's go home if you're too tired"

my fren's noticed... but i couldnt say anything at all...

actually i don't know if my story similar to hers. Just that.. i know.. it involves more than two persons..

But if ONE DAY..... YOU ask me again, do i want you back..?
I would answer you : no, i don't! You're not THE ONE i need!

how should i say this...
I revive my phone just in time before my sony erricson die..
i dun wan to think too much..

Recall some of my memories which i don't feel like to...
actually i don't mind anymore.. all these... it's all a PAST TENSE story.
maybe some of you say I'm not hurt that deep that makes me easily forget it. But tell you one thing, it's not i forget .. it's because i have already MOVE ON!

Curi Curi Blog

Blogging illegally...! hahaha

First day of my work after holiday. Everything seems okay at the moment. Quiet. "Take it easy" As always mentioned by my bosss......

Last night i suddenly have a positive dream..
Dream that one of my ex-friend, everyone sure wondering what is ex-friend. You heard of ex-bf or ex-gf. What is ex-friend? Yeah.. dun doubt.. A guy who WAS my friend before. We blocked each other after something that doesn't work out.
Okay. Cut the story short.
In my dream.. I was playing with my MSN.. then suddenly i saw this particular contact with the name start with a "M" pop up! and the little box in front of the name is GREEN in colour!

I felt so happy n release! that he's getting over with it!
Sigh... well just a dream.. which i hope it's true!
If you see this, i really hope this dream come true. But i think u dun even know this blog exist! hahahaha.. So .. let the miracles do the jobs!

One Night in SINGAPORE

Before flying back to perth, I have to stay over at Singapore for a night before i can fly back to Perth using Tiger Airways.

I was staying at this very nice friend of mine which i known him for two years during industrial training in KK. Luckily got him.. if not, i'll be staying on the street!!

Well, this young fellow brought me to have a dinner at one of the japanese restaurant " Kushinn-bo"


What are we aiming for in this meal is..................................
da da DA DA!!!!! SNOW CRABSS!!

whether it is from alaska or not, i have no idea.. so please don't debate over where these crabs come from...


This is the friend i had been mentioning about.

Here's his housemate! hahaha CUTE KAN??



AND FINALLY KJ & his GF!!! (who never comes home. his phone was dead as well! housemates nearly call "ma da" (police) to search for this lost person!


So satisfied with all the food.. and went for a walk...
Guess where till we walk to?

*Singapore Flyer*

It's so huge that i can't manage to take the whole of it!!!
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Just got back from supper (Chili mussels)
Talked so much with this sort of new friend.. I know i was stupid and blind before.
But however, I won't let anyone do that to me again!

Back in perth for the first day.
BaD luck that once i stepped home for the first night. i have to pay $400 for joining RAC and changed my car battery.... Sigh..

Today got my blood sucked out for health medical check up. Paid another $330+.
That's the reason i don't want to spend $$ on my holiday.

Alot of things need to fix. My car needed to be washed. Needed to clean up my room . Need to check how to get a WA driving license( money needed again!)

Sien.. When back in msia.. always will miss perth; when i'm back here, miss all the friends back in msia n spore! Feel so pampered when in back there. Althougth I can't go out much back there, but still.. Always there's someone accompany me.

Naughty mom trying to disturb me when i'm on phone with yiwen

Got too much shocking news today..
First!!
CONGRATS TO NING!!! I'm really proud of you!! manage to get into CNET AUSTRALIA
http://www.cnet.com.au/exposure-waynne-ning-339300146.htm#vp

I'm really happy for you dear!!

second!!
Manage to dive in Mamutik... Then got this crazy notti divemaster keep disturb me! haha .. But he's very entertaining.. Notti Jacky..
Dive few sites.. manage to see alot microorganisms.

Then some others more.. but not the time to expose yet..
Life changing fast!!

look at the last post... guess what.. i found my earrings... things are not as bad as i expected again..
but guess what again?
my hp dies together with our connections..
i sign up my hp with your help.. under your name, under your sign, under your visa..
but now.. my hp is dead... seems like it symbolize.. this is the end.. and it's time to GET A NEW PHONE, go on with my life..