My Lunch @ Box

Guess what is my lunch today????

Ta DA!!!!!!!!! Crabs!!!!

I was so shock when I saw these crabs! I'm truly are so touched when my friend, David bought me these crabs and cooked it for me!

Here's the cook! David

Deep fried crabs (without sauce)

Thank you David...
I was really touched and this is the first time I had such a nice meal when i'm still working in box.
You really brighten up my day.

I was kinda lost and moody these few days. So lost that i did something stupid. Dizzy.. and vomit.. Can't even stand straight at all. Why did i do it? I do not know.... just lost... So lost that I have no one to talk to..

My dear friend, would not come back anymore.. this is already the saddest thing...
then, some other stuffs... as well.. abit here and there..
I couldn't control myself.. No.. I should say.. I controlled my tears too well that, i can't express out how lost i am.. I can't let go .. I keep everything inside.. so suffering..
Now i know what is the meaning of : if you dun keep it to yourself, you'll feel much better.

Today was not that busy.. i had to sign out earlier than i expected. It's not that i don't want to sign out. I was afraid to go 'home'. I'm afraid this home and room.
This is the room where i do stupid things.. this is the room everything i do.. this is room where i sad, happy, moody, bored, and etc. This is the room i'm afraid to go.. I don't want to go home. but i do not have anywhere else to go......

It's hard for me to face all these by myself. Just as predicted by the quiz from facebook, I'm a frightened child. I just smile and nod not because I do not have comments and etc. I'm just too afraid to give any comments. I'm afraid to say anything.

So happy Wei Han, you really cook me crabs.. I'm truly touch! Nearly cry de lor..... thank you.. I really never expect this...

Choices

What is correct and what is wrong?
Which choices will lead me to the correct path?
What is the future?
I hate to make decisions.
I always let others to make the decisions for me
My future is in other people's hand
Is that the future I want?
Are they thinking for my own good? or for their own benefits?
I do not know...

Sometimes need to stand firm on the decisions
But will that be a good choice?
Will that be better or worse?
I'm just too afraid to see the consequence of my choice
I do not want to repeat the same circle again
It's like a curse
I want to be out of the circle.
I want to live like everyone else.
Nothing to hide

What would be the right choice?

Open aRms

This is one of my favorite songs.
This is one of the songs that will brings me alot of memories..
This is the song that I always heard during that time..
However, this is just a song of memory...

Open Arms
Journey

Lying beside you here in the dark
Feeling your heart beat with mine, mine
Softly you whisper
You're so sincere
How could our love be so blind

We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are by my side

So now I come to you with open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So (here) here I am with open arms (open arms)
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me
Open arms

Living without you
Living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you
Wanting you near
How much I wanted you home

But now that you've come back
Turned night into day
I need you to stay (stay)
So now I come to you with open arms (open arms)
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am with open arms (open arms)
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me
Open arms

When can I have a good night sleep??
I don't want to see the sun rise again....

Late Night Shopping

It's been so long that I never go on train~
wait!! I think this is the first time I tag my smart rider card!
I'm so excited! It's like I'm a tourist /student again! who does not have train and so! Bringing my camera along and snap snap snap!!

Sweet Smile =)

Shopping shopping!!!!
Didn't really buy anything thought [no money :( ]

i wonder if anyone could guess where is this place is?
It look so nice at night.

Just another day

This is one of the good place for coffee...


with all the trees....

Warm colour of the leaves....

I can't hesitate to call yi wen to come and have a coffee with me...
and snap some photos...! SMILE!

05 May 2009

Have you guys ever do something unwillingly?
I always have to do that! Some people just won't stop taking advantages from other people.
and i MEAN it! that's actually not my problem.. go take a cab! wth

Then have to go uni... uni's parking is so sucks! waited for 30mins.. and can't even get a single parking! Is the students nowadays too rich ??? or the university too poor to build more parking?
2nd option possibility is ZERO!!! Curtin never poor! they just stingy to build anything!

End up where do i go? Pris's house...
Finally get to talk to her face to face....
So long never see her.. miss her alot eh........
Don't worry dear... no matter how long it takes... we always wait for you!!!!!! but you also dun forget about us and dun come back lah..
later wait till rambut pun putih , you oso dun come back... cham lor~~~

But at least something good about today is i finally change the mouse. SOOOOOO MUCH BETTER!!!!!
the previous one... sucks! That idiot told me one ah.. what very hi-tech.. blue sensor.. can use on glass somemore...! you better buried your brain into the mud!! Don't let me see your face!

so sleepy lah......... GOD.. PLEASE LET ME SLEEP SOUNDLY TONITE..... AMEN