I wont consider today is a fruitful day. But I did not waste my time on other things such as thinking unnecessary things. I been spending my time thinking all about my studies. So I would consider my marks for today is 80% as in doing something useful! hehe.. I want to spend whole my time in doing my studies.

Then today is the second class for the Japanese. a li ga to , ka ta ri na sen sei....
With her japanese classes, really take me away from my studies to relax my minds in a while.
We had a quiz today! Not sure how good I did. But should be pass at least! :P

Been in the uni whole day with wing san. With wing san reminds me alot of Pris san. It's like wing = pris! although not totally the same... hehe..

Pris san.... ha ji me ma shi te???? must keep in touch oh~~~

okok... it's time to POK SAT liao!!!!!! GAM BA DE EVERYONE!!!!

Trial

Another emo blog....

I didn't really know what am i doing yesterday. I just on msn.. chat and go to karaoke..? without realizing what am i doing. I know as if all will be the same as old times... all BUDDIES! hang out together.. yeah.. I do enjoy the singing...

But I think I'll just stick to my decision. I feel more peace rather than so troubled like now. Maybe some months or years later then we can talk some more. After all, she's only the one you need and who you should turn to. That's how the nature should be. Then everything will be straighten up.

As for me, I will continue hang out with my friends and then focus on my studies...........
after all these... I think I'm learning to solve my problems..

SuNNy Day

Today Suppose to be a sunny day... suppose to be a day full of happiness and fun. But I'm not happy at all. I do not have the mood to do anything.. I tried to do so many things to make myself happy. I went to karawara to buy stuffs and groceries (shopping is wat i always I do to make myself happy)
I cook myself a very nice tom yam noodles soup with dumplings in it.
I cook Xue Er dessert, ask friends to come and drink.
Chat with them...
I watch drama, anime, entertainment shows, etc
I make myself a ham and mayo sandwiches
I cook another vege soup
Bake an apple pie........

After all these.. I still ...........................

I do not know what is your feeling when you send me the 2 messages yesterday. BUt I do not dare to reply you at all. I know... If I reply you this time, again I won't able to firm with it. That's why I choose not to reply you. I been thinking hard today.... Should I send you this last message. Your mom actually asked me to motivate you in your studies. I have actually promise her to do it.

I know this road won't be easy.. But I do have to go through it. Alone or not, I been through it before. So i believe I can do it again. No matter how hard it is. I have to go through it again.

Also.. Alot of memories flow through my mind..
The message you asked me whether I like caramel
The place you bring me to have pancake, rifo
The night you bring me around when I'm emo
The day you cooked salted vege soup for me when I said I wan to drink the night before
The sandwiches you made for me bcoz you know I'll skip dinner
accompany me to uni at night when I'm doing my thesis
accompany me at jeff's house when he's in troubles
The time you called me when I'm working, ask me wat do i wan to eat for dinner.
Drink wine with me in mill point
watch movie with me
Surprise me with the mp3 player in the car
again, cook hot and sour soup without telling me.
bought prawn crackers for me and ask our friends to cook for us

Of course I also remember when I saw you at northbridge when I just sat down in the restaurant.
When you fight with me during work and the kitchen it's like an earthquake
When you quarrel with me through the phone and you have to walk all the way from belmont to bentley
when u dun wan to follow my car and walk home from carousel

these memories will be kept at the side.. I want to seal it....

Then I remember how all my friends encourages me... Long ago one of them told me, just forget it. If you pass through this, then you will have your story to tell to other ppl next time.
Then I remember also how my bunch of friends try to encourage me till 4am in the morning. One of them having test the next day!
One of them told me that:
what are you still hoping actually???? Why do you want to hope when you know it's not right?
Why are you so silly? Why are you still putting yourself in this kind of troubles? Are you really happy? Is this what you really want?
We don't want you to do all these to let us see. We dont want to see you acting. We want you to wake up.
We don't want you to get hurt.

Do you know that, my friends even tear for me....... Where can you get these kinds of friends.. I would never forget how they tears flow....

Na ji me mas de.... wa ta shi no na ma e ka re su ta desu. Dou zo yo ro shi o ne gai mas!

First sentence learned in the japanese class! by ka ta ri na sensei!!
with wing to yi wen to el ru fin san! kekeke

waoo.. it's so hard..
so eevery day have to revise

a i u e o
sa shi su se so
ka ki ku ke ko!!!!

Wing san downloaded Twilight!!!! so we watched together !
Bella Swan is so thin lah!!! Carlisle is still as handsome as always.. Alice as sweet as ever.!!
Can't wait for the New Moon! Don't know is there any chance that we watch this movie together..? Dunno leh.........? Supposely is watching series together.. but now maybe wont get the chance anymore.. Din expect Twilight would be the first and the last movie we watch.

D N R - Ice Cream

Talk to me
Speak with me
Don’t sink before you rise, baby
Don’t fade away

You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels a world away

Who’s to say, we’ll be okay
We will make it through the night
Don’t want to wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we’re the same
And I know that will never change
Look, I bought your favorite ice cream
I don’t want to see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don’t know if we could be the same
Baby, just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

D N R - Ice Cream / QQ: 470005569

The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where I know I won’t forget

And now, who’s to say, we’ll be okay
We will make it through the night
Don’t want to wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we’re the same
And I know that will never change
Look, I bought your favorite ice cream
I don’t want to see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don’t know if we could be the same
Baby, just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

I want you to stay here with me

D N R - Ice Cream / QQ: 470005569

Nice Chat

Just came back from Aaron's house. Played pictionary like 3 rounds! Gosh.. You should see how Jess and Ruth played. They are so GOOD at it!!!! REALLY INCREDIBLE!! draw one line = chairman! Goodness me!!!!

Had a good chance to chat with an old friend yesterday. To be frank.. I was damn nervous and scare before meeting this friend. But just give it a shoot! Since I wanted to try to talk it out. After talking to you. I really learn something from you. The way you're acting now. Really is a way out, isn't it? Cut off everything or anyone related. I can't be so firm with my decision, is that I'm soft hearted. After talking to you. I think I know what to do.
Thank you!

Chasing Pavement (Adele)
by AWN


I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over,
if I'm wrong I am right,
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
I know this is love but,
If I tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And that抯 exactly what I need to do,
If I'm in love with you,
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere.
I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
And my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it, Or
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere.
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere.

Listened to this song, reminds me of one of my best friends in Kay kay, NIs! You send me this song and said this is my song. COuldn't understand at first. But now I do...