4:11

AM ; on top of my iPhone.

Why am I awake after the long day working , rushing..

My head hurts.... Keep repeating the same scene...
'u're useless 'although I pretend I don't really care at that moment ...

Why I have to listen to all these negative comments..

Keep on getting negative sources these few days

Bad talk bad feel

Talking about feeling bad...
I feel bad a Lots of stuffs...
I mean "A LOT"...

Remember my dad came to visit me one of the day during cny. For work actually....
It's just a occident that day is the 15th day of cny!

Yeahhh... It's a big day / celebration for Chinese
But living in a western country.... I totally forget about it...
It was suppose a night with big BIG meals like duck, chicken , fish, seafood... U know what I mean

But something got into my mind.... And I head to a stupid Chinese restaurant and ate economy rice instead.....
Shit... Really shit... Only when I head to the hotel then I realize... Deep shit.. I feel really really bad!! I never forget my dad's expression during that time.. Sorry....


Ok.... That's the first...

I feel bad when my senior collegue have to leave us and we all so pampered by him and can't even stand on our feet!
Boss have to carry out all the project and yet I'm still like a baby don't know how to do
This and that..... Feel bad for prashant ..

I know boss tried to lecture me .... Feel bad of course..
But I also feel bad for him... He's stress enought...
Feel bad for elfin as he's going through that 'don't know what's going on' situation...

Feel bad for dan as I still need his help...

Feel bad for the girls have to listen to my complains.

As for some of the ppl... I don't feel bad for them
I don't feel bad for those who start to tune up the high pitch when I call.
I don't feel bad for someone who likes attention so much and cause troubles
I don't feel bad for someone who thought he/she I would care her/him so much to go and interfere his/her shits anymore...

Sorry mates.. I don't like hang out with fakers....

Anywhere ... Thats the bedtime story ...
Good nights everyone ..

Is that you...?


Watch again
Pick a episode randomly...
She's crying.... Drinking... Pretending...
Power on the memories...

bad news early in the morning....

what's gonna happen next?

i think the real disaster just starting.......

God Bless us..

a little surprise

there's my flight~~

 

To sydney.................

 knock knock**

<< who is this???

 >> Room service.....madam

 << ROom Service?!

 << we don't need room service now.!! go away!

 >> (thinking.. ask me to go away.. how ???)

 >> momm.............. dad....................

 <<......................................

 << chi yik????

 >>mommmmm.............dad.........................

 << omg... CHI YIKK!!!!!

 hahaha... this is how i surprise my parents... AGAIN...

 lucky still manage to surprise themmm..

 was abit stress out on finding what's the room number....

 and what if they left to the expo???

 then i need to carry my luggage to the expo?

 lucky me~~~~ they still asleepp...

 was hungry and tiredd~~ slept 1 or 2 hours only...

 then we joined a tour...

 mom told me..." yeahh we can take bus, hop on and off... so you can rest in the bus.."

 hmmmmmm....but it stated "walking tour"

 and it's three hours.............

 hmmmmmmmm..............

 we walked from one end to another end of the city...

 from QEH to one of the building with the terrorist bombing incident to the market to the harbour bridge to the highest building in Sydney to the historical Sydney hospital with a little small wishing "pumba" in front of the building to the prince statue to the financial building area with all the banks there to the Sydney Opera House

i fall asleep when i was sitting at the bus stop

tsunami

walked to the office ..... with the blister on my foot..

open the office door....

i actually can see the "after-earthquake-or-tsunami-effect"

"it happens so fast! that we can't avoid!!!"

" we don't know what to do!!"

" this is a disaster!"

"what should we do now.??"

all these ... seems just pop in my mind....

i didn't pop into the office for

ONE DAY !

and.....................

NOT HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bored

suddenly i'm so bored of my  life..
i hate my working life...

i miss my miri life..
i miss my a-level life..
i miss my uni times..

everyone told me they love their working life..
why am i so fed up and bored of it?

cant turn back the time... can we?

sometimes i really wish i can be like Miss I. or Miss E.
do not have to go through this everday routine...

wish i can just give up and walk out...........

good or bad luck

broke my own old specs..

used for duno how many years...

but fixed with a super glue 

within 10 mins...

yo yo...

recently... 

i step out of the popular website..

for what reason?

i don't know..

but from that.. 

i observed few things..

anywhere.. not important..

suddenly !!

deng deng deng dengg!!!!!

wing wing got nen nen!!!!!!

spidermann~~~~~

healthy.. healthy...

fall sick towards the weekend..

was sitting there staring at them at first..

finally can't resist myself..

 

"i want to sign up as well... how much?"

 

hhaha.. so funny ..

mr fever, mrs sorethroat & miss headache

hai... haii .. haii...

bad mood......

ate too much mangoes...

end up.

whole "family" came & visit me..

Lucky..

got a freshly cooked fish porridge by "fei seh"

to warm myself up

thank you fei sehh~!!!!

 One of my Wishlist Item!!!!

i always wanted a transparent tea pot..!!!

fei sehh...

Xie Xie ni...!!

Have a good and enjoyable holiday back there!!!!

Spirits

D.T.. This is for you~!

KATAK

not a good day

started with a commissioning not succesful.
although i prepare everything.

tried on this and that... couldn't work..

another site asked me to go.. when im not in a mood and still full of problems now..


then in noon , comes up with a confusing email
"paid up to 2 march , is in arrear of $122"

my rental week only 130
where the hell 122 comes from?

i rather they gave me a statement every week and let me know how much i need to pay!
and a receipt too!! so that i can keep!


what else next?

当你发觉你开是厌倦。。。
你就选择逃避。。

可是你们那种无耻的取笑。。
如果你们以为没人看见，那你们也太笨了。。

少你一个，也不少。。
一样可以活！

sweet little memories for you....D.T.

knew you as "ah fook" , wing's bro's friends..

@ basketball team "Spirits" match

so quiet/cool..

never hear you say a single word..

as time passes by..

hang out together more..

weekends, festival, big events...

won't missed you out..

you always bring us humor..

 fun...

laugh...

a natural born comedian..

without you...

we won't have that much fun..

 

 we really misses your attendance..

 

COME BACK SOON!!!!

we'll wait for you k?!

 FOOK /D.T.