Why i always will start shivering when i saw it..................

Really hate my weak body

It's not that i didn;t wat

it;s not that i din't rest

but almost blank out

wat the hell happen to my body

dream...........

I remember now..
the feeling that i had..
when i saw you in the car..sleepingg..
after so long..


we still got the chance to talk.......

still dream.. about you..
talk to you in the dream......
what's the meaning of the dream?

God's message stated that" if you need energy, step outside.."

I really almost can't breathe liao..
the gastric pain come and go once a while..
Tried to fix out the stupid HMI thingy..
when you calculate properly, i only had took 10 working days..
is that too long.....????????

When you need help, you ask...
but when you asks too  much = relying..
wth....!!!
then i suppose to sit there n waiting answer just pop in front of my computer?
What is he suppose want me to do?
BE a GENIUS???!!
if i am, i would be sitting in his chair!!!

bloody hell!

Support

Don't know am i on the right track
don't know if i'm on the right path
I always got this God's message saying " time to rest, time to harvest , time of hard work...."

What's the time for now?
Harvest? Rest? Hard work?
I don't know....................
don't know if what am i doing is up to expectation.

i totally don't know at all........................

Calls from my dearie pris, sis, mom and even dad!
Love you all!!!!

I'm not sad because of the scolding
i'm sad is because how terrible is my performance................

turn direction and seek for other paths?
my sis ask me this question " are you gonna stay in perth forever? sooner or later, you're coming back to KK.."
wao.. how come got this statement one?
don't understand.. is that what she thinks i will do or she wants me to do?
going back to kay kay?
is that it?

But i won't be satisfied with my achievement now..
i want more! More than what i have spent here..at least......... before i go back..

Circle

Today had a small small conversation..

notice some news.. something that i have been done a simply guess

another similar tragedy gonna happen soon.

BUT i heard even more after that..

sigh..

why they always like that..

and some of them even worse...

sighh

Good Luck buddy..

"beep beep....."
the alarm sound.. when the door opens..
I hope my door will open next.
Every time..
i still hope..
the sound of the car engine
the sound of the gate
the sound of the alarm

how long have it been?
i never hear these sounds..........

Day Trip to Freo....